OK, SO I didn't even want to watch today because I know once I do there is only 1 more episode. so I prolonged it until now, but now I"m watching it, and I got as far as ONLY LOVE CAN....and I started balling... I refuse to ff thru the commercials today, I have to savor every moment. Its getting closer to the end.
Is anyone else in mourning or just me. I feel like someone is going to die tomorrow.
I'm putting it off -- I had back to school night last night, then came home and watched Survivor and The Office. Just couldn't handle GL last night.
No Lori, you are not alone. I am going through a grieving process. As I've said other places, this is more than a show. The show itself was often pretty silly. But I sure loved making fun of it. And it was always there for me when I was lonely or down. It is like a death in the family, especially when it connects you to loved ones who have passed.
SO so so so SAD! I was going to put it off until tonight or tomorrow but I couldn't wait. at 9"30 I left work drove home and watched it. Paused it a couple times to compose myself because I didn't want to miss a word. So I finished watching it about 11:30 am. Still crying thinking of it...still thinking of the actors crying and the raw emotion they must have felt, especially the older ones. Of course I'm going to watch the last 5 or so episodes again over the weekend, I just had to watch it as it was on. It was fantastic. KUDOs to the writing team and the actors, and everyone...and thank you to Guiding Light to always being there. I'll have to settle for ATWT now but thats not my my soap. I started watching atwt at 2:45 before GL everyday, when I got home from school! Once I got a dvr I started taping it, and I watch that too, but even when it was better than GL ( and it WAS better A LOT of the times)...It wasn't GL. I'll talk about the ending in another post in case you haven't watched.
Just bawled my way through Thursday's episode. Glad no one's home yet! My husband's on his way with our Friday night pizza and I'm a MESS!!! My son watched Friday while I was walking the dog and said it was PERFECT.
Maybe after dinner I can muster the courage to watch.
I have been crying at the oddest moments aqll week. Must admit I have been sick with the flu since Tuesday and just feeling better today, but... The poor customer service guy at the solar gate company, cashiers and others. I am really grieving. Thought about my life now will be "after GL. Like before Brinny was born, berfore I got married, after Eric graduated from High school. Now when I think back I will have a place marker at 9/18/09. What shall I change in my life to mark this momentous occasion? Dunno yet.
